The times my has been heart bursting open in true Soul filled Joy has been very different than I expected. I used to think it would be when I found the right heart- centered job, the man that was present and emotionally available, the time my husband chose to open his heart, let down the walls and face his vulnerability, the time my mother choose to face herself and change her habits for healing, the time I found that secret to why I chose others over myself everytime, or why I still choose people close to me who won’t choose their Souls and fight to know themselves.
But each rose wants to open entirely
On some level every heart wants to know their Soul and burst wide open to their inner truth no matter what that requires
So we come together, then go apart always seeking to feel who we are and Life continually guides us to what will shatter us open
What path will we choose?
Will we follow our hearts away from fear and to fully loving and knowing ourselves?
Will we shed the walls for good ourselves
Continue the journey into our own vulnerability and find our child like innocence we thirst for?
Will we stop fading out, tuning out, shut of the TV and turn on our creativity?
Will we love every flaw we find and not abandon, hide or discard ourselves even when others reject us?
Will we raise ourselves fully filling with the Sunlight until we shine if only in our own eyes, in our own presence, hearing our own voice?