Just love yourself

Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go
~~ T.S. Elliot

One day I felt that at the very bottom
Loving myself exactly as I was and in all the mess I created was the only thing I had not tried
And I had tried it all in the most thorough way to convince myself that I had done my very best
And I asked
In doing all I could
In doing my very, very best
This is where I am, this is the outcome?
I was in the deepest pit of pain despite years of effort
It
Still
Happened

I lost what I most valued
My family
And with it,
My lifestyle
My dream home

The details are not so important as they but symptoms of building a life from the outside

Loving myself in that pit was my only last resort

That is when my life changed forever
Little by little
I surrendered and turned over to a new way of living
Learning to love myself unconditionally
That was December, 2016
The beginning of a new relationship with myself
Which began a new relationship with life
Which showed me to each next rebuilding step

There is a vast pool of Love inside
Whatever you call it …
Light
Our GodSelf
The Creators Love
It is there and always has been
I had been going there
I began to go there with new intention daily to create my Self loving garden
I set about cleaning my insides of all the unlove
Of all disapproval energy that had created that mess

As I went along in this cleaning,
My outer life began to reflect and show me my progress each day

Today my life is a radiant garden
Before I get dressed and do my hair
Whether I wear makeup or not,
I love myself and make sure I have thoroughly visited and cleaned the insides
So my outsides….
Physical body
Physical surroundings
My bank account balance
My soul partnership support of all types
Are what I want to experience

It is heavenly just 2 years later
Thank you Naam Yoga, Harmonyum Healing System
Integrated Energy Therapy
And all the teachers along the way who reflect
Unconditional love
Inside and out

Just love yourself!!
And may you create the life of your dreams one loving step at a time
One lesson turned to gratitude at a time

If you need help, I am here

I love you
Bless us all!

Published by: awakenhealinspire

I have been passionate about understanding energy and managing energy my whole life and its contribution to health, emotions and cycles of behaviors patterns. This has led me on a journey of study and experiences for Self Healing and resolution for sick family members. I have mentored women from dysfunctional families since 1996 and worked with children since 2003. Naam Yoga Therapist Shakti Naam Yoga Instructor Hatmonyum Healing System Practitioner Integrated Energy Therapy Master Instructor/Practitioner Children's Energy and Family Dynamics Specialist

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