Something happens that brings up fear and loss or a block to moving forward in the way we desire.
We begin to pray, meditate and do a lot of healing work on ourselves. The fear and victim consciousness – blaming, anger, disillusionment may be high so we bust the bank – we do more than we have ever done before. Who wouldn’t when they just lost their job, got injured, has an out of control teen, a marriage that is experiencing a lot of dysfunction?
The greater the challenge, the harder we work.
Ahh….we got what we need. The tide has begun to turn. We got the relationship back, we got the new job, the husband seems to be where we need him to be now, the teen’s trouble has begun to turn around….whatever the challenge was, its seemingly resolved. Slowly we begin to feel the ease. We begin to feel the pressure subside. We begin to live with this New change evaluating it good, bad…….we begin to get so involved with the New change we want to protect it and also immerse in it so we stop doing what got us this New change or improvement to life. We are comfortable once again and we may not even be certain of all that happened.
Now, the tides begin to set with our frequency. Set up for the next challenge or loss that will shake us awake.
When still in victim consciousness we live in a state of fear and disillusion believing that outer change brings happiness. We may not recognize this fear state. It could be very functional and under the surface. When we are feeling fear and discomfort that provokes action, as soon as we receive something, we are moving forward evaluativing this new change. We do not even feel much gratitude because as soon as we have gained, we go into fear of loss or building Ego around the new state. We may become disillusioned quickly or eventually because what we received did not create happiness and comfort – it did not meet our expectations.
Some keys to remember:
In order to Evolve through lessons, we must become clear on how we attracted the challenge or loss
What was our Energy emanating?
The lesson is not complete until we have mastered the challenge energetically. We can not keep this new state and frequency
Attachment to things or people is a heavy, low frequency
Basic Emotions is a heavy, low frequency
Our emotions tell us our frequency
Feeling is how we heal
Outer change can never bring happiness
Inner change is the only thing that brings happiness
With inner change, we resolve the DisEASE inside
We heal the Separation from Source and ourselves
By feeling the wound in the Heart, we make space for our Heart/Soul/Higher Self communion
We become happy, unconditionally accepting of life, ourselves and others which causes us to float through every change we face versus sink and return to fear
We can finally feel Gratitude when we are INNER focused and healing because we LOVE, VALUE and WANT ourselves to EVOLVE, not Value our OUTER state only – our status, our rejection proof living….
This is a process
This is a state of mind
This is Consciousness – Higher Consciousness out of the stage of Victim consciousness
Do you recognize this cycle of “Yank Back”~~almost realizing your goal only to be set back AGAIN?
Are you ready to Initiate the Changes?
Christ Buddha ONELOVE
Lovingly and hopes for Your Highest Light,