Young Twins in Saturn, the story continues


The Young Twins were harmony and balance since her Saturn healing time
There was not much of a ripple in their connection and outer experience together
All was flying high
They picked their vehicle – Etheric of course
Strong, sturdy
Only room for them and their Essence
Joy, love, laughter even through individual struggle
They were Home for each other on a dark day or night

He started his Saturn time with a bang
Work hours extended
He felt some stress rise
Essence was shrinking
She began to fade
On the worst day, he felt physically sick
The next day she began to doubt
But why?
She felt a break was needed
In the same instant she said the words, the truck began to break down
Here we go……
He held her hand as she cried
He would not yell
He would not be angry this time
He loves her
And frankly he was too sick to express anything but a simple touch
She laid his head in her lap as they waited for help
She thought she had seen him cry
She would not run
She couldn’t anyway
She wanted the break, the escape, but LIFE intervened
They were parked
They were stuck together
They sat and held each other
When help arrived, there was comfort
She shook with fear, however
She feared his reaction as time went on
Afterall, she feared his patterns were still there
She had subtle reminders
She still felt fear though none of the tangled, wounding patterns had returned since her Saturn
What was this feeling?
What was she thinking?
At times a mystery to both

They had to get the truck home
Laughter began despite the struggle
They worked together
He must stay
His vehicle was done
They pushed it
Still no harsh energy erupted
She comforted him as he became more physically sick
What was happening?
Life intervened again
She stayed with him
They laughed and stayed close to get through the night
He gathered his senses some by the morning
“I will support you with whatever you need”, he said.
There was love, there was tenderness
She was grateful he didn’t shut her out
She hated what she needed, she craved understanding

As days went by, they talked
He went inward to connect with anything undone
She talked with council
She had not seen her subtle pattern still remaining
She empathed others energy
She insisted on helping males that were wounded though he knew exactly where that would take them both
He warned her
She shook it off
“I’m helping”, she said
Council warned her
She became stubborn
As predictable, she was wounded by one male
He cut through her core one day
It shook her
But still the empath was her downfall each time
She got confused and followed her FEELINGS
Her energy was diluted with others she was no longer clear
Council reminded her of her pattern
She struggled less, fought less than her Saturn time
She was stubborn
This was her side of the break
Painful to see
No way to blame him this time

The young Twins gathered their energies within to stay warm in their separation
They sent love
They filled the helix with love
They kept in touch
They continued to love though they were apart
He remained loving
Still no anger or lashing out
One day he came to see her, it was like always
No strain, no distance
Only love, affection and laughter
She sent him on his way….”we are still on a break”, she said
He took it
It was ok
He knows her heart
Much lighter than last break

One day she refused to see him… too soon
Now he was beginning to worry
He threw himself into himself
He knew not to chase her or go downward
She struggled
She began to see Earth bound visitors again
That was Life’s signal
She was going against her path
She was going down into lower energies
She was bringing them into their sleep again
At times he was down too though he feared for her so he self corrected
She was reminded by council and Life
She removed herself from empath trouble
She reviewed her pattern
What was this male wound that trapped her?
Her dreams began to reveal
She went back into her own energy
No more helping others this way

One night she got the confirmation
The dark energy knocked on the window
The dark energy knocked on the door
She heard an INNER door slam shut
They were OUTSIDE
She shut them out
She had healed and went up
She got her signal
Twins get lost when they loose focus on Self growth and focus on Union

She dreams of him
She loves him
Why can’t she heal this empath trouble?
Perhaps it is for now
She will see her love
She will reunite
She will rebuild her connection in a true way
They are ready
He is willing

She hears a song everyday that rings in her heart
Double Rainbow

Has he finished his lessons of Saturn yet, his second Iteration?


Published by: awakenhealinspire

I have been passionate about understanding energy and managing energy my whole life and its contribution to health, emotions and cycles of behaviors patterns. This has led me on a journey of study and experiences for Self Healing and resolution for sick family members. I have mentored women from dysfunctional families since 1996 and worked with children since 2003. Naam Yoga Therapist Shakti Naam Yoga Instructor Hatmonyum Healing System Practitioner Integrated Energy Therapy Master Instructor/Practitioner Children's Energy and Family Dynamics Specialist

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